Haha okay. My life is random. For the past few days I've been acting like a total zombie. Like seriously. Exhibit A: this morning. I was having breakfast (shocker, I know) with my family and the family we were staying at and everyone was talking about random shit and you know, the usual. Then suddenly I realized I had missed a ton of rambling. I mean, it's not like it hasn't happened before, but this time I zoned off for like over 10 times. In five minutes.
And I thought it was bad when I lost focus at school for like twice per a 90 minute lesson.
This might be a good time for me to mention that I don't mind at all. I seriously don't. Being lost in all that fluffy crap that's inside my head isn't bad, it's actually really funny. Except for that one time when I had to tell my sister I'm sorry, but I have no clue what you said during the past two minutes...
Besides all this (and a lot of other stuff), there's something really "wrong" with me. I don't know why "making a move" is so hard for me.
Nope, not the first time I'm crying about this. But it's driving me crazy. Because I'm not 10 years old anymore. I don't wanna go into detail, but I'm sick of my insecurities and doubts going on the way of my feelings & expressing them.
That's all for now. I guess.
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