5 days

Sooo.... I'm turning 18 this saturday. As an appropriate move I decided to dig out my old list of crap I wanna do before I'm legally an adult.

12/12 completed. Nice job. Then again I cheated because seriously, I have never woken up to see the sunrise.... but I've stayed up late enough to see it. Totally counts if you ask me.


There is nothing I want less than to spend my 18th birthday at some random relative's wedding - mum's cousin, whom I've never even met before. I'm praying there's gonna be hot people but fuck no, and with my luck we would probably end up being related.
I hate weddings because of the people. By the way, when I was a kid I started crying at my mum's friend's wedding because I was so scared. That's a nice childhood memory to refer to when I end up seeing a professional for my social anxiety issues...



My coffee addiction is getting funny.




I have cleaned up basically the whole house just to avoid doing school stuff. Impressive as fuck.
Also mash ups rule my world.
Also I need a webcam.
And alcohol.

deliriousness

Happy holidays.

I fucking re-read Moonlight Flowers. Let's not talk about that. Especially about the countless screenshots I never took. Or about the fact that I started crying in the end. How was I supposed to remember that story breaks my heart so bad.

Oh, I cut my hair. You know it's good when the first comments (besides comparing me to other people) were WHERE IS YOUR HAIR??. Not attached to my head. Anyway I feel more complete, the short hair just makes more sense. And damn it's infernally hot, I need to expose all possible skin.


Talking about infernally hot. Nights kill me.
It's hot and I'm just sitting here alone thinking. I love this + I've missed this but... it's not healthy?
Then again, no matter how bad things are falling apart, I haven't felt better in a long time.
What do you mean communication is the key. Haha. No.



I was going to add pictures but I got "nothing" so.... nope.
THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY TO EXPLAIN HOW FRUSTRATED AND BRAINDEAD I FEEL RIGHT NOW. And it's only 1am.

We Can't Stop



I feel weeeiirrdddd