So it's 2012. I tell "everyone" I haven't promised anything, because 1) I don't want them to know what I want to change about myself or 2) I know I can't keep promises.
And uhm, yeah. Last year I didn't promise anything because I completely forgot. This year I should be promising lots of stuff, since I've suddenly come to realization about my horrible personality. Lol.
Here we go...
1) I promise I'll take more risks - even though what I consider a risk is enough to make people lose their patience with me.
2) I promise to let people in. Or at least try. I've got my mental walls back up and I don't want to take them down just yet.
3) I promise I'll take my weight back to consideration. I'm not going for BMI of 17 again, but I don't like the way I look now.
4) I promise I'll stop keeping so much stuff to myself. Normal people don't read minds. It just seems I haven't quite understood that yet...
5) I promise I'll sleep more and do my homework. I need to get my schoolwork on track before I end up being a high school drop-out working at McDonald's. I just... no.
I have already failed some of these. This was just an example of what I want from my life. I'm just not willing to do anything to change. Arghh.
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