Apparently it's spring now and everyone's supposed to be all emotional and talking about their feelings and all that.
There's snow outside. I'm number than ever.
I may or may not have spent the second day of the new period at home, sleeping till 2pm. I just... I've been telling people the "real" reason behind it, but it's also my nerves. And my need to avoid people. What I told my mum was that I've been having headaches for several days now - unfortunately very true. Thank god my brother's having the same kinda symptoms so haha, I'm safe.
Otherwise nothing's going on. I'm on tumblr, I'm on youtube, I do nothing, I sleep for several hours and feel like shit. I'm starting to see a pattern.
It's not that my life is shit. I kinda like my life.
It's just that my brain doesn't work that way.
Someone said that depressed people should watch the Saw movies because supposedly that would help.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME.
I don't know what people with actual, diagnosed depression would say, but... NO. Depression is not a state of mind, it's a disease, even though it actually feels weird to say that. It's not being sad or crying all the time, it's an actual condition.
And it cannot be cured by watching movies where people who take life for granted get killed.
Daily raging done.
I'll go back to my cave now.
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